L.A. Affairs: I dated all kinds of complicated guys. Would L.A. men be any different?

Sitting connected a level from Budapest to Los Angeles — a travel I was acquainted with — felt antithetic this time. I was visualizing my caller startup occupation successful sunny Manhattan Beach, reasoning done onboarding and archetypal impressions. But mostly, I was excited to conscionable my caller colleagues and marque the astir of my three-week enactment successful California.

On a whim, I messaged an aged Hungarian person I hadn’t seen successful 10 years. We’d wholly mislaid touch, and I wasn’t adjacent definite he’d reply. But helium did.

I landed successful L.A. connected a agleam Monday day astatine the extremity of September, afloat of curiosity and optimism. Our bureau was conscionable steps from the ocean, and erstwhile I caught my archetypal glimpse of the Pacific connected the mode to work, I thought: Is this truly my beingness now?

I had nary thought conscionable however overmuch much it would change.

That weekend, my person Gabor and I planned a small roadworthy travel to Long Beach. He picked maine up from my hotel, and we spent the time catching up, making scenic stops on the coast.

Palos Verdes near maine speechless. I envy anyone seeing it for the archetypal time. But it was Long Beach and Crystal Cove that genuinely stole the show.

On the thrust back, Gabor casually mentioned his person Adam, a chap Hungarian who lived successful Marina del Rey and had a boat. “We could spell for a small cruise tomorrow,” helium said. I had time. So sure. Why not?

Sunday arrived. I inactive retrieve seeing Adam from afar. He was tall, tanned, wearing shorts and flip-flops, and cracking jokes earlier adjacent saying hello. Oh, beloved God, I thought. He thinks he’s funny.

Spoiler alert: That was the time I met my aboriginal husband.

Adam started the engines and disconnected we went. He was playful, effortlessly cool, a spot excessively chill for my taste. But the prima was shining, and the water breeze was soft. I had a chill occupation successful my pouch and I was cruising the Pacific portion escaping autumn successful Europe. I couldn’t person cared little astir thing else.

Suddenly, Adam turned to maine and said, “Want to drive?”

“What?” I laughed. Was helium serious? He conscionable met me! Why would helium manus implicit power of this ... vessel? Still, I jumped astatine the opportunity.

With his guidance, I drove a yacht for the archetypal time, an unexpectedly empowering moment.

I’ll retrieve that infinitesimal forever. That small, genuine motion — offering power — meant truthful overmuch to me.

Here’s the thing: I’ve ever struggled with men. I was antecedently married, dated each kinds of analyzable guys and had been azygous for 8 years. Most of them tried to power me, made maine consciousness similar I was excessively overmuch oregon not enough, ne'er afloat accepting the strong, fearless, curious, ambitious and adventurous pistillate I am. So I wasn’t looking.

But being successful Adam’s beingness felt different. It was respectful, natural, effortless. No games.

Still I was leaving successful 2 weeks. No crushed to overthink anything.

Before I knew it, we exchanged numbers. Adam kept reaching out. He made an effort, thing I wasn’t utilized to. We had dinner, ran errands (yes, including doing laundry — romantic, I know), and erstwhile Gabor bailed connected play plans, Adam projected thing bold: “Do you similar roadworthy trips? Let’s research California a bit.”

“Absolutely,” I replied without hesitation. (What was I reasoning though?)

He didn’t cognize that question and roadworthy trips successful peculiar were my emotion connection — quality too.

It was different astonishing motion that possibly we had much successful communal than conscionable being Hungarian. He planned everything: the itinerary, the stops, the accommodation. My contribution? A bully playlist and a packed bag. For once, I wasn’t the 1 orchestrating it all. It felt astonishing to beryllium cared for by a susceptible man. And I was impressed — it was thing I hadn’t felt successful a agelong time.

We deed the road. Santa Barbara first, past Solvang for Danish pastries and beardown java (what a gem!), past continued connected to Sequoia. I was enchanted by the past trees and the mystical forest. The vibe betwixt us? Electric. I half-expected a kiss, but it ne'er came. Well, ne'er mind.

While convincing myself we’d ne'er go a thing, we took the scenic way backmost to L.A., talking openly astir our pasts and dreams. The full time, a quiescent dependable wrong maine whispered: I similar the mentation of maine adjacent to him.

Something shifted. Suddenly, I felt a sting of sadness, knowing my last week successful California was astir to begin. We said we’d enactment successful touch. But nary expectations.

Then thing unexpected happened: A week that was expected to beryllium packed with meetings started clearing up. One by one, things got canceled, and abruptly I had time. And I knew precisely who I wanted to walk it with. I texted Adam.

In his accustomed casual way, helium replied: “Want to spell for a sunset cruise?” Yes. Always yes.

That evening was axenic magic. The sea, the light, the feeling of being wholly astatine ease.

Afterward, we had meal astatine a tiny Thai spot successful Venice Beach. It was conscionable us. No distractions.

While sipping wonton crockery nether the California sky, I realized I was falling successful love. I saw the aforesaid happening successful his eyes.

The adjacent night, helium took maine to the formation successful El Segundo. He packed a blanket, grapes, food and crackers. We watched the sunset, and I was wrapped successful his arms. His kisses warmed maine much than the prima ever could. (I cognize — cheesy. But true.)

Friday came, my past afloat day. He planned everything: a travel to the Getty, hand-in-hand laughter, sweeping metropolis views. For the archetypal time, I saw L.A. not conscionable arsenic a spot to sojourn but arsenic a spot to stay. We had meal successful Venice and walked the pier. It was perfect.

The adjacent morning, helium drove maine to Los Angeles International Airport.

“When volition you beryllium back?” helium asked.

“I don’t know,” I whispered, eyes brimming with tears.

But here’s the thing: Sometimes beingness surprises you erstwhile you slightest expect it.

I did travel back. He did propose. And I said the easiest yes of my life.

I recovered the emotion of my beingness astatine 42, successful the astir unrealistic way, spot and time. This month, we’re celebrating our archetypal anniversary, happily surviving successful Marina del Rey.

Since that archetypal cruise, we’ve had galore much — each 1 different, but 1 happening ne'er changes: our emotion for each other. If you don’t judge successful existent emotion oregon successful angels, possibly you haven’t been to L.A.

This metropolis gave maine much than a caller job, a caller presumption oregon a caller chapter. It gave maine him. And now, it’s home. Happily ever after.

The writer lives successful Marina del Rey. She works successful radical strategy and enactment improvement and moved to L.A. from Budapest past year.

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